life couldn't be seen from open eyes.

thinking of those days when i was a kid. no worries , no responsibilities, no tension. we all were like a wind ,
care free and cool enough to make all the world around us a lovely place to live in. thinking of those days, my eyes closed automatically and i fell back into those days of joy , innocence and best of it, life. 

Life couldn't be seen from open eyes.

 this was the first thing i realized when i was back from that sea of thoughts. looking on myself in the mirror, i
tried to search for that zeal , for that glitter in my eyes which i had. it might be still there but was now piled
below the gifts of this world. gift like tension , frustation and the worst feeling of them all , being locked in
some unseen prison. we are no more carefree wind. now whenever i open my eyes, i see my plans, my career but the only thing i can't see is life. where is my life that i used to live? lost in the agony of my other searches. now all i can see from my open eyes is this world not life. humans around me working like machines for day and night. the biggest irony is, they are working for making this life happier, by completely ignoring the fact that the cost they are paying for this is their life itself.
can we see it from our open eyes? i guess we can't. we are so busy in seeing the world, those forest of sand and stones. those architectures and man made beauties, that all we want is to possess those things, even if take our lifetime. passion is another thing but to pay the priceless value of our whole life is like giving philosopher stone for gold, when you know that the stone could change anything into gold. Same goes for us, if we want we can make any place a heaven, a worthy place to live, all we have to do is to close our eyes and think what we want from our life. is all work and no fun is what we had planned for our life. and if it is was the planning then why the hell are we working to our blood and bones, if we can't even enjoy our life. what could that money buy which would give you pleasure even when you don't have time to use it. 

can your open eyes take you to a place you would have imagined in your childhood. the life you thought to live when you were just a kid. looking into the calender with beautiful natural pics, you would have said, i will definitely go to this place. Close your eyes and think is this the life you wanted to lead when you were a child. 

Close your eyes and see this life. sometimes it takes darkness to find the ray of light you have been searching for because value of a ray of light can only be realized when it is dark. in the day light just light but in the pitch black night when a ray of light could be valued. so we need to cut our vision from this world to see what we wanted and what we want from this life.
i always appreciate the lovely lines of song sau gram zindagi.
Thodi si meethi hai
Zara si mirchi hai
Sau gram zindagi yeh
Sambhaal ke kharchi hai
Asli hai, jhooti hai
Khaalish hai, farzi hai
Sau gram zindagi yeh
Sau gram zindagi yeh
Sambhaal ke kharchi hai.
one life to live. close your eyes and find it before its too late.

so much for welfare .

i was sitting at my home, watching some show on my television, when my sis came rushing into the room and almost shouting," what are you doing, change the channel , its time for satyamev jaiyete. lets see what Amir khan is doing now." Me too was really exited to see what now the perfectionist of our film industry, would bring to rule the heart of the people of our country. i saw the show. after watching it for an hour, i thought ," yeh! its a nice show. After all Amir khan didn't bring the regular stuff."

seriously, he is bringing the dark side of our society into the light. i would pray to God that his efforts would crack the sprout out of the seed. and thinking all this a thought suddenly hit my head, " he took 33 crores for this show." so much for awareness , so much for welfare , so much for being good citizen of your country.

Personally, i think if you have the power to bring crowd on your side and move it in the direction of good, you don't have to charge anyone for that. If a celebrity is doing a show for bringing the awareness into the not so good citizen of our county, do he or she needs to charge such a huge amount for being a good citizen of your country.

why does we need the push from these celebrities to know what is right. why doesn't we ourself oppose what is wrong. Taking a example of one of my friend, his parents got a marriage proposal for him, the family of girl side was ready to give 15 lakhs in dowry even when my friend's family hasn't asked for anything. so why does our society thinks that his evil of dowry is only the fault of family of boy's side. why are the family of Girl's side so desperate to send their daughter to family that they are ready to give anything, even their fortune.
And why does we need a celebrity to know that this dowry system is an evil, a celebrity who would charge crores to tell us what we have already read in class VIIIth books.

we really need to think, will making a celebrity increasing his bank balance by not few crores change our society or its we who could take our country's future into a better garden than this bizzard arid world of uprooted evil. do we need to do so much for our welfare. think over it.

waqt hai waqt ki nazaqat ko samajh lo,
ho sake to shayar ki ibadat ko samajh lo,
jab sue ko badalne har saaz ayega ,
kab tak rok sakoge inqalaaf ayega.